This is hard. (What is it exactly that’s so hard? Sometimes I think I just need to avoid that word when I’m not talking about that.) River and I had a really amazing fuck this morning. I want to write about it in the full-on hardcore Reed-POV immediate-tense in-my-head erotica that I’ve come (shut up) to know and love. But I liked the feeling of being a non-blogger and just fucking and living my life without the words rattling around in my head waiting to be blogged.
For now let’s just say it went something like this: River initiates and takes charge and leads us through a series of interesting positions and nice views. But she’s so slippery that I’m going to have to finish on top. She looks about 19 and plays along with my fantasy of fucking a 19-year old who’s getting more than she bargained for. Three times we nearly stop but I get hard again inside her, and finally I feel an orgasm and we have an intensely hot sweaty fuck for the finish.
I feel better now.